Monday, evening

6:30 PM, evening or night???  Ugh.  Nice day.  Fasted for about 12 hours.  Drive to doctor's was OK, but almost drove to work first instead, haha.  Exit for doctor's is a little further than for work.  Got there OK.  Tons and tons of people.  It is a busy place.  Got out in plenty of time to get to work and still have to wait about an hour for class to start.  Went well.  Stopped at Sam's.  Got some bottled tea and some dark chocolate stuff.  Damn, prices.  UGH!!!  How do people do it.  Got work to do tonight for my advisory board thing.  Got suckered into that one, but stepped into it, so no one's fault but mine.  People are already begging for money.  Guess until after Christmas.  Already a lot of toys in the stores.  Got home and my test results were already in from my bloodwork.  A1C was down.  I thought my A1C wasn't so bad as time, but it was a 10.  A few months before it was a 8.7.  Well, I brought it back down to 8.7, so felt good it was down.  My cholesterol is great except my good cholesterol is low... always low.  Think it is just natural for me???  Never had it in the good range, always low since I first had diabetes.  Do have to start weight lighting and exercising some, just don't know if I have it in me.  Feeling great as it is.  It is like being on a vacation from what I had before.  Don't know how I did it before.  Dragging now, in a way, so don't know how I forced myself to do it before.  I am limping in a way, but not so much a limp as it is one leg is shorter than the other, by at least 1 inch.  Trying to learn to bend the shorter leg a little more to feel more natural.  Just hope that that disease is truly gone???  Discovered a video with Janet riding the Baby on the old lawn mower.  Can't see them too clearly, but enough to know she is driving the baby.  The love of old photos and videos and memories keep my mind a little more active.  Understanding God and time, as well as I can, does give meaning to it all in a way.  Time kinda blends in among the past, present and future.  Rather living just for the moment, I am living in the past, present, and the future through photos, videos, and memories.  Knowing God and understanding Him helps in understanding so much more.  Logic and common sense.  Reasoning.  Well, think I am just trying to drag out things before I have to go do some work.  UGH.  Do have a good night, sleep well, dream well, think positive.  God bless.  Have a great Tuesday.  Take care, be safe.